Relaxation without Guilt
What happen to the days when I could just sit around, watch football, read a book, nap, or whatever and not feel Guilty?
Seems like anymore unless I accomplish at least one thing on my never ending list of things I have to do I have a terrible case of guilty as charged. Who put this weight of adulthood on me? Why can't I just sit back and relax and not worry about if the plants get watered, or the cooler gets fixed, or the garage door opener will get programmed, or the pool gets swept, or the bandana skirt project gets completed, or the back porch table project gets started, or the rose bushes get trimmed, or the downstairs closet gets cleaned out or for that matter every closet in this house, or the cabinets get wiped down, or the fans get dusted, or the shop gets straightened up, or the dryer vent gets cleaned, or the freezer gets defrosted, or ... or... or... or.
Somehow I got so many things on my plate I can't find any room for the spoon to start shoveling it somewhere else. I just want to not have so many things on my TO DO list
Well maybe that's what I think I want, not so many things on my TO DO list... Either way I did mark a couple of things off my list this last week. And now...I am going to add a few things but first I am going to just chill, awwww.
Ok enough of that...back to work, maybe.
